Unknowingly, i cried silently while i was just sitting right beside dear again. :(
What can i do, while my mind is thinking about tons of thing?
While he was just sleeping right beside me,
and he's awake out of sudden seeing me crying.
He has been very busy cleaning the tears away of mine.
Forced me to face him while i was in this kind of mood.
Using his warm hug and shoulder to stop my tears.
I'm really very upset with things happening around me, seriously.
I seems to broke down than before.
I cried myself to sleep every now and then.
Whatever it is,
thanks dear for being there with me whenever i'm really down.
I couldn't hold on anymore, i can't hind my feelings anymore.
Perhaps it's really time that i shall stop keeping things to myself all along.
Like what you've said, you're my boyfriend and you should know everything.
It hurts me when everything is kept inside my heart without letting anyone know. :'(
Yes, i'll tell you every single thing in my heart from now on,
and stop letting you worry about me everytime.
As day goes by, i believe things will get better after today.
Daddy is going to recover and it's a must!
Daddy, ILoveYou than anyone else!
And you've promised that you need and have to recover without fails.
Pray hard* Please faster get in hospital without worrying, okay??
It's time to take care of you and mummy while it's time to repay you both.
I must and i should hang on, no matter what happens. :)
It's 11.12am now, yet i'm still using computer to blog what i wanted to say.
Yes, i shouldn't think so much as for now. :)
Dear went back home and i bet he's sleeping soundly now.
WELL, i must also sleep early as he told me so.
Or not his nagging comes to me again.
He'll always said that i'm very stubborn person with a very bad temper.
No different, i bet same goes to dear as well.
Yay! Going out with dear tomorrow!
Shall pull you out for incase you went to sleep,
don't you dare to complain that you're tired horh!
Because i'm going to disturb dear all the way,
like how you often disturbed me. Bleah! :P
Alright, i guess i shall be a good girl of his for now.
Tata~
Dear, your warm kisses and hugging did get through my heart.
Always complain that my heart is locked that you can't even get through it,
and i guess you really have unlocked it long ago without knowing it yourself.
Yes, you've never failed to be a good boyfriend of mine.
And for always, i'm loving you tons! :D
