Friday, August 29, 2008 ,


There's just too many things kept happening around me.
I really wish to flows all my tears where nobody else can see. :'(
I don't know why, and this wasn't me at all.
Why am i feeling just so moody and pissed off and what so ever?
Won't be using computer untill my mood is back.
It makes me even worse when i'm online.
Tears is all i have these days! :'(

Tags will be replied here.
18Ahgirl, you're relinked(:
Shanel, yeah, time really isn't right at all.
Hmmm, i'm not pissed off. Just that linlin doesn't sounds good.
I don't really like it, so stop calling me that?
x/3Yiling, I don't need anyone sorries.
It isn't your fault. :)


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Friday, August 29, 2008

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ,


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CAIDI JIEJIE!
I wasn't using my computer to blog now,
as i don't really know what has happened to my fucking computer!
Went to caidi(jiejie) chalet yesterday.
And was having alot of fun there.
Everyone were drinking beer and more!
Played blackjack, slacked, smoked and doing alot of things.
It was late and dark at the chalet.
But our room is full of noisy and even more!
It was quite scary during yesterday night.
Her chalet is the most inside with more than 4 or 5 rooms were empty.
Took out her cake after 12am. =="
And everyone started to wish her belated birthday. *Laughed*
As it was 12am plus and her birthday was over.
It wasn't good to sing birthday song for her.
But just to ask her to made a wish.
Something bad happened after that.
Everyone shocked included me.
It was scaryyyy!!
Can't imagine if no one there what will happen.
Actually wanted to ton that night.
Ended up still didn't ton there.
Reached home about 2am plus.
I'm alright now.
Mood wasn't that good still.
That wasn't me, i knew.
If times could have return everything would never be like today.
Why can't i get what i want?!
I didn't expect much than this, but i couldn't get it.
It's sickening when you couldn't get what you want. :(
I don't know how long could it be.
I'm waiting and waiting.
But there aren't any hopes on it.
I will never get what i wanted untill the day i die.
I should have give up long ago, but i don't want to.
I think it's time for me to give up. :'(
I hate all this irritating fuckers. _1_!
Why can't they just understand me?
I hate people that are just using their mouth to talk big.
They used to talk big, but they didn't do what they mean at all?

Tags will be replied here.
Mayfong, girlfriend! :D It's alright. I didn't blame you. :) Alright, you takecare too. Loves!
Shanel, Everytime when i'm free but you all wasn't free and when you all are free but i wasn't.
So how am i suppose to tell you all? Will try to cheerup de. Thanks. :)
x/3lihui, hahaha! Sorry uh. My aim-ing sucks. =x Superwomen is loved lots too(:
Geokching, eee, since when you become so ahlian?
Quit scolding him alright? Be guai uh! Don't be like me okay?
Try to change larh! :)
x/3yiling, i'm alright now. There's nothing much to tell actually.
By reading my blog then you know something happened to me.
If i didn't update my previous post then who were to know what has happened to me?
I bet none of them were to know.
TWINNIE, eh, you're?


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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Sunday, August 24, 2008 ,


I'm SORRRRRYYYY!
I'm seriously fucked up just now.
Hongkan larh you!
Can't control my tears from rolling down. :'(
But no one would understand how i feel.
Didn't really reply any messages just now.
I just doesn't have the mood to reply anyone messages.
Sorry to made you people worried about me.
I'm feeling much better now.
My action was too rush just now.
How can i just walked off without thinking about what will happen next?!
I felt that my temper is getting from bad to worse.
It suppose to be my working time.
But i just took my everything and walked off.
Just felt damn fucking fucked up with him.
Worked untill i'm so fucked up, cheebye larh! =="
I made you angry, and it's true.
I'm sorry for giving you attitude just now!
But yet you still didn't blame me.
Why? Why? Why?
Why do you still bother to ask me, am i feeling much better?
That's where it makes me hurt even more.
I felt bad for giving you attitude and more. :(
I'm really very sorry for what i've done.


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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Thursday, August 21, 2008 ,


So damn happy, he brought a t-shirt for me!
He just gave it to me today, the t-shirt was nice and cute.
I like him very much, yes it's true! :D
Going for an injection tomorrow, kinda scary.
No chioce, but i'll have to.
I'm seriously missing you right now.
My thinking was so impossible that it would never ever come true.
Kinda lazy to blog today.
♥Will be continue(:

Tags will be replied here. :)
Xinyan, Stead(: Thanks for tagging. :D
Geokching, why sadded? Hahaha! Don't sad don't sad. :D
Shanel, why call me lin? It doesn't sounds nice. I hate it. EEYER!
Nope, i wouldn't be free on the saturday. Will be working.
Restless, no luh, wait for years. ==" Hahaha!
Your blog is always so lag that i kept hang inside!
Fuck, kinda dulan whenever i gets into your blog. Sorry.
Zoe, you're relinked(:


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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ,


Actually meeting shootbird and girlfriend on monday.
But ended up didn't meet up.
So went to meet anan(Biaojie) and jingzi.
Met them and went to find baolian(Ahma) and connie(Mei).
Damn happy to see connie(Mei) there!
Is like quite shocked when i saw her there. :o
After meeting them, connie(Mei) went off first.
Jingzi went home too. =="
And we went to meet andy and sayhaw.
Reached there, andy kept calling me si ahlian.
Is so obvious that i'm not a ahlian right? =x
Few hours later andrew came.
Went up to the playground there and slacked.
Doing all those bad things which is like few years didn't really do it anymore.
Fuck, saw them doing i buay tahan luh!
Endded up everyone there also do. *Laughed*
Not long after marcus and one of the girl came.
Which i don't know whose that girl and her name. :o
When they came, and rain started pouring.
Went inside slacked for quite long.
Everyone took 222bus after that.
Sayhaw and andrew left the bus first.
Marcus left the bus secondly, after that anan(Biaojie) and connie(Ahma) left the bus.
They disiao me and andy, made us so paiseh. =="
Left me and andy in the bus.
I damn paiseh untill like stranger with him never talk much. *Laughed*
And reached home about 8.30pm. :D
Next day which is yesterday, went to work.
As i'm like few days didn't go for work already.
Alot of them asked me where have you been?
You've gone missing for the past few days. *Lmfao.
Welcome steven back! :D
So happy when he came back.
But after he came back john is gone. :(
After work went back home.
Our clew chalet is coming real soon! :D
And going to work later. :)
Will blog more when i'm free.

Tags will be replied here. :)
Shanel, hahahah! Lovesloves. :D
Daniel, no worries, i'll blog out your chinese name,
in every of my post for you to see. =x
I'm good, alright i such keep it up. *Lmfao!
Msvampiress, honeystar! Hahhaa. Okay! Loves&Misses. :D
Felicia, you're so welcome(: Loves.
Geokching, hahah, okay. :) Jiayou in your exams alright?
I'm not going back to school anymore.
Going quit real soon. Sorry arh.
Free jie jio you out. :D Loves.


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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Sunday, August 17, 2008 ,


Yesterday woke up very early in the morning.
Was helping my parents all the way untill 7plus all came to my house.
And 8pm off we go(:
Kinda bored, but reached paris ris park crapped with daniel and marcus.
They damn disturbing luh, buay tahan!
Alot of people were there too, mcm got taiji like that. =="
Actually my mum and others were busying.
Most of us are slacking there.
Went inside toilet because yiling(B.mummy) wanted to smoke.
Talked alot of crap inside the toilet.
Saw gays, who make-up like women but actually they aren't women.
Fuck off man! EEyer, super disgusting i felt like vomitting.
After that, all went to my house.
It was very late at night everyone was tired.
Daniel be an army boy, laugh my fucking ass out.
My house is damn yan yesterday!
Most of them buay tahan all go behind slack.
Crapped alot with marcus behind.
As i kept laughing at him. =x
He seriously looks gay because of his hair.
But one thing i'm very sure of is, he isn't gay. :D
But i just did it on purpose, kept calling him gay.
He really act as if like he's a gay. Act cute all.
Making me laugh like hell!
I love his eyes because it's seriously beautiful! :D
Everyone went home around 2plus am.
Was damn fucking tired after that.
Fuck luh, tired untill i couldn't wake up in the morning.
As john(Manager) will be giving me morning calls.
But it's useless still.
Woke up and saw alot of missed calls and messages all from john.
I'm sorry, but too tired like fuck luh.
After all still didn't went to work.
Because i want to rest.
Woke up and told my manager, i sibei tired buaytahan cant work today.
And went off to bed again. =x
Yeah, finally my dog is back! :D
I misses him so much luh!
Poor him must be very upset that we leave him alone there. :(
No worries, i won't leave you alone again. :D
This words is so fucking irritating.
"Customer is always right"
Fuck it! I seriously hate this words.
Heard over and over again.
Pcb, customer big fuck uh? Knn!
Fucking pissed off whenever people says this words to me.
Fuck customer upside down sia! _!_!
It's going to be school holiday's in two weeks time.
I'm still thinking of whether should i go school or not.
Before holiday's i need to go back school for some reasons.
And then, they'll see if i'll quit school or what-so-ever. =="
I'm confused.
If yesterday was 16/8/2007.
I wonder what would it be like this time round.
Time really passes by so fast.
The year of "2007" which is 16/8 used to be a big day to me.
I've regretted that i didn't treasure it well.
But it's no longer any important to me now.


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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Thursday, August 14, 2008 ,


Actually is meeting meifeng(Girlfriend) and shanel(Shootbird) at around 2pm.
But the worse things ever happened was,
me and my brother fighted for just one toliet?
I'm late because of my brother!
Damn rush larh, after everything off i go.
Reached there about 3plus, slacked with meifeng, shanel, daniel and junliang. :D
Everything changed, i'm going to made the right chioce for now.
But, i'm scared that i might made the wrong chioce.
I choose to ran away from this problem.
I knew ran away wouldn't do any good.
I really don't know what to do,
when he called me this morning. :(
After slacking for few hours and it's time for girlfriend and junliang to go off.
So yeah, it's only left with me, shootbird and daniel.
Not long after daniel friends came.
We have been chased out of that place.
One of daniel's friend was damn cute and funny!
All of us crapped outside princess mac.
As if like our house. =x
Went chaichee slacked with baolian(Ahma) and anan(Biaojie) after that.
Went home around 9.45pm. :D
Today pictures!



Tags will be replied here. :)
Felicia, loveyou too! :)
x/3Yiling, cheerup already, hahah. :)
Marcus, okay. Thanks. :D
Shanel, already linked her long ago. And i'm back already! Lol. :D LOVESHOOTBIRD(:



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Thursday, August 14, 2008

Monday, August 11, 2008 ,


Was having alot of fun on the friday night. :D
Met up with anan, andy, jingzi and marcus on that night.
Played with them, they're like damn bastard luh.
Felt bad for leaving stephanie alone.
Sorry steph, i didn't mean it.
I took marcus phone and never return him.
I knew i did it on purpose. *Laughed* =x
After all, i still return him back.
It's like quite late already,
jingzi and anan fetched me home.
On the way to my house, jingzi damn funny!
Reached my house, they stole all those sweets and many more! :(
And off they go, so bastard sia!
But still thanks them for fetching me home. :)
Next morning went off to work as i'm late for work again! =x
And it's national day, double pay. :D
Kan si lang dulan while working on that day.
Fucking fucked up because of some reasons.
And around 8plus, jingzi they all came to look for me again.
Was quite shocked when i saw them.
I don't really know some of them.
But i remembered one of the guy there(:
And super tired after my work, so went home early.
Continue working the next day, which is yesterday.
Zun was fucking irritating!
He said he's going home soon and asked me to bear with him.
I'm like what the hell? Bad larh him. *Laughed*
Reached home, crapped with daniel and shanel.
As daniel friend sended that funny video and daniel send it to me.
Alright, that video was fucking funny!
I can't stop laughing when i saw it. :D
Chatted on the phone with them for quite long.
Our store came in first in japan competition! *Claps*
Damn happy when steven told us this good news!
Maybe there will be a chalet and bbq for us! :D

It's like 1000000years,
since i last went to watch movies with my parents?
Anyway, it's just a random counting. =x
Went to watch this. And was so funny and touched.
I cried, and some of them cried too.
This Money No Enough 2 rocks! :D

Tags will be replied here. :)
x/3Yiling, good that you understand. Okayokay. Loves! :)
Shanel, girl, you update more also larh,
kept asking me update then your blog is like half dead too. =x
Hahah! Bring all your birds on thursday uh! LOL!
No fun, you girls de susprise wasn't that susprise. :(
Msvampiress, wee, honeystar(: How are you already? Do takecare alright?
Loves&Misses! :)



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Monday, August 11, 2008

Thursday, August 7, 2008 ,


Ever since i blogged about that, i didn't blog about any, anymore.
11days back from what i've blogged.
Okay, you can say so.
But it's my blog i've the right to blog what i want.
It doesn't meant for you or anyone to see right?
It's just my personal thinking and how i felt.
You don't really have to care right?
Hate to see it just fuck off from my blog.
I didn't even force you to read it, am i right?
Actually meeting an an but she's sleeping when she reached home.
Ccb, but luckily i didn't went to her house, and wake her up,
see how good am i? =x
Went princess mac slacked with meifeng(girlfriend), junliang and shanel. :D
Shanel was damn fucking entertain!
She has a new nickname LIMBEINI(:
Chatted with daniel on msn yesterday untill morning.
*Laughed* Both of us when crazy.
Hahaha! He damn funny larh! :D
Buay tahan luh, kept made me laugh untill peng.
Maybe you're thinking that i still can't get over you.
I still miss and love you.
Oh fuck, let me tell you.
Stop acting one big fuck to me.
And i would like to tell you, you think you're better?
You aren't any better far from what i've seen.
So shut the fuck up! :)
It's like damn kns can, you think i can't live without you? *Laughed*
If i can't live without you, i'm a cockeye man! :D
I'm so fucking pissed off with everything.
Mood went up to down. Gah!!
Fucking hate this kind of mood.
6 more days, i want to enjoy myself. :D
I guess it would be fun, than no one would expected.

Tags will be replied here. :)
Ahgirl, hahaha, thanks. He's handsome luh. I buaytahan. =x
Yeah, he became damn tall.
So long never see him already. :D Misses too<33
Connie, hello, and you're relinked(:
x/3Yiling, thanks for your understanding yeah.
You're the best. :) And you're relinked. Loves and misses too.
x/3Lihui, superwomen! Thanks for tagging yeah? :D Loves.
Restless, oh okay.
Geokching, gotgot, admit it. Hahah. Nevermind, smile too.
Felicia, misses too. :)
Shanel, haha, okay tag me often uh. :)
okayokay, will try to update often de!
I will try not to tired myself. =x


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Thursday, August 07, 2008

Sunday, August 3, 2008 ,


It's like my blog going to be dead. =="
I doesn't have the time to rest.
Ouch, that dumb thing hit my toe yesterday.
But now it still hurts. :(
Wee, super fun yesterday night! :D
All thanks to czaraim and stephanie.
But czariam fucking made me and steph wet.
I bet, he's the most wet. :)
Went back to shop with everything wet, and czariam played with crash ices.
Oh my god, it's like so fucking cold luh, i kept screaming all the way. =x
Asked steph to accompany me to the toliet.
And czariam went inside too.
Fucking funny when he went inside.
Made me and steph laughed like hell.
It's like quite late already.
Every side of the door is locked, and car park is the only way out. :)
My mood went up and down, i wonder when will it stop.

Tags will be replied here. :)
T.lihui, I always tagged in time. =x Haha! Loves too. :D
Restless, why so many of them kept asking me update?
I'm busy, updated already. =x Yeah, i'll be strong. Thanks.
Dan, Biaoge, by right, i hate you too. :)
Lol, i'll shag when you tagged this to me. =x
Jor, hello! :D Hahaha! I'm doing fine. Takecare.
Msvampiress, Wee. Honeystar, hahha! Tag me again? :D
Thankyou. Hehhe. Withloves! <33
Shanel, Sorry for not replying your message yesterday.
I saw your message but i forgotten to reply.
I'm back and updated already! Lol.
Yeah, you did promise me that day.
Hmmm, don't flood larh. I don't want. =x
Just tag me often will do. :D Haha!
Okayokay, will miss you. <33
Geokching, nice blogskin? Haha. Yours is nice too. :)
Hmmm, i'm still so called doing fine. What about you?
L.yiling, updated already. Lol.
Sorry about yesterday. I didn't really mean it. :(
Yeah, i already put damn big weiliang is trying to act cute. =x
Of cause he like this look not nice luh. Loveyou too.

Sorry guys, for the late reply tags yeah.


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Sunday, August 03, 2008



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