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Everything was in a mess, for me right now.
Only my closed one, knows why and what's happening.
I swear, i did cried alot and did hurt myself badly.
My eyes turned out very scary but yet i'm still crying through.
My brother scolded me and forced me to stop my tears immediately,
by using his way to stop me.
My parents scolded me and grounded me home.
They said they didn't want to make things worse,
so the only thing they did was to grounded me home untill i've recover.
Everything turned out this bad was all because of me.
I've let everyone around me to worry and being upset because of me.
I seriously hate myself to core! Sigh~
But i, myself couldn't help it as well.
I'm fucking shag seriously!
I seriously doesn't know how long more can or could i still take it.
Whatever it's now, it all doesn't matters to me anymore.
Don't ask me where am i or stuffs,
because i won't be saying anything out to anyone at all. Sigh~
From today onwards i won't be entertaining anyone calls nor text,
unless it's really fucking important thing.
Guess i won't be online after today untill further than.
I don't need anyone concern anymore, so just stfu will do.
It hurts me more whenever you people trying to concern/care/worry about me.
It's all because and all about me, you see.
I don't want to be anyone burden anymore.
And i'm not going to rely on anyone anymore. Sigh~
I could hardly believe anyone now.
I didn't know what's real and stuffs, you see.
I could barely do anything or to help myself right now.
Nothing's gonna help me right now,
everything you people did just wouldn't fix my mood.
I seems no longer me? Sigh~ Having bad headaches these days.
Hopefully, everything will to end soon after today...
I shall say Goodluck and BestWishes, Jolyn?
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Everything was in a mess, for me right now.
