♥ I love you my dearest lucky! :)Looking through those things that i've blogged,
reminds me of how sweet you could be.
4/1- silly me, have started falling in love with you. :)
4/13- you're the third one who wished me happy birthday.
Asking me over to your house, but i've something on. :o
4/14- i'm missing you badly like some fucktard. :@
4/19- my girlfriends tried to cheer me up, but still i'm missing you badly. :(
4/22- went over there again, this time, i cried very badly because i fucking miss you. :'(
4/24- knowing that you were sick, was wondering how are you doing already? =/
4/28- it was a raining day, hoping to receive your raining day message, but it wasn't you.
But finally we texted lately. :)
5/1- we have been texting lately, like mostly everyday!
And also we chatted every night plus you said that you misses me! :D
5/3- thank you for cheering me up when i'm very down. :)
5/8- you came down to find me!
I fucking fly up high into the sky! :D
5/10- broke down when i saw those messages of yours. :(
5/11/12 - we've talked things out. Loveyou, dyyy! :)
5/13- you're the one that taught me how to love,
saying that you misses me very much.
I'm very very happy when i hear it from you at that moment! :D
5/18- i'm very upset, and i flows my tears very badly because of you again.
Too tired of loving you already. :'(
5/25- after my work early in the morning, was very tired but still i went to meet you.
After breakfast you fetched me home with a hug and kiss. :D
5/29- you ended your probation and you promised me to bring me out during the night! :)
6/1- we quarreled very badly because you saw those messages.
But i swear, i've never do such a thing like this.
Never did i know that it was my very last time for meeting you. :'(
6/8- was really very upset and tears is everywhere in my eyes!
So i've expressed my feelings here. :'(
6/15- went drinking because i misses you alot.
And almost cry out again. :(
6/29- soon to get over you,
but tears coming out from my eyes when i talked about you once again. :(
7/13- i've made up my mind and intend to give up on you already.
Telling myself that i'll keep you into my memories. <3
8/23- you came back in contact with me!
Was feeling happy and was kinda sad too? =/
8/31- and finally we're back together! :D
9/31 - yes, it's a month that we've broken up once again!
Things just doesn't work out, didn't know that you and her can be so close? :'(
10/1- went drinking every now and then, in order to made myself drunk. :(
Till today, i'm still missing you very badlyyyyy!
Telling myself of what should i do to keep you out of my mind?
It's already six to seven months and so many tears that i've shed because of you.
Didn't know that i was hurt so much when i'm with you,
but never did i regret that i've met you.
Most of all, i've never hate you before.
It's hard to forget about all this memory that i once had it with you.
Maybe this was really meant to be, and so i'd never go across to it again.
♥ I love you my dearest lucky! :)
