♥It was never easy ;

♥Fucking on music out loud!

Due to illness, sunday outing was cancel.

But, my bestie get well soon alright? Loveya! :)

Alright, i'm kinda bored right now.

Reached home at about 12plus am and slept at around 1plus am yesterday,

yet, i woke up early in the morning and had my breakfast.

And intend to go home after that,

but i was being pulled along to the temple and pray. =/

I swear, alot of people were there to pray. =="

Didn't know what was the so called day to go there today.

But i saw one handsome at about my age! :o

Gotta have some nap now, during the night going out later.

Tomorrow, i'll be working once again.

Will be helping out virene jiejie as well!

She will be my guild and teach me the skills of hers!

I'm so keen to learn but started to worry if i'm very keen to learn,

and being unable or able to do it well?

Hopefully, everything will turn out right?

As i knew i've been playful all this while,

it has also been one year since i've wasted my life.

Somehow, i wonder why i've changed so much from the good to the worse?

But this isn't the outcome that i wanted to, of cause. :(

I've learn about looking forward and put everything aside or to let it go,

people do make changes in their lifes.

I'll never be like the past anymore, fuck off where you want to go.

I will never stop and hold you people any longer, even to my bestfriends!

Not even tears for you people now!

Totally not worth it, how silly could i turn out to be like this?

And ended up being hurt so badly?!

You all should know by now, i'm not so much heartless,

but now you people came stepping on my head?

That's the main reason you people forcing me to be heartless enough?

Then i shall do it right and clear for you people to see, how heartless i can and could be!

Even my closer ones;

i miss the previous you, where've you gone to?

Trying to look for you but after looking for you,

my feeling tell me that,

you're no longer that closer one anymore and will never be!

PS: dan, my very best brother turns out nowhere but here.

♥ wishes ;
Sunday, November 01, 2009