Finally back to blogging!
It's a very long time while i blogged, and yes, i knew it.
Happened alot of things through for the past one month.
Been very busy with my work, it's very tiring.
But without any chioce i'll still have to work.
Recently became lasy and went to caribbean pub for drinking while i'm working.
Been drinking and smoking most of my time now. =/
It sucks, but i couldn't stop myself.
Well, hopefully no one find me out there.
Yes, it's also reaching a month when we've broken up.
Broken up, and feeling has faded for you.
Indeed it's a good thing to me.
Loving you more, will only hurt me more.
Most of it, loving you was never easy for me.
I'm seriously lost for words to say.
Two are coming after me now, didn't know who will be better.
But i'll choose none of it, i could say.
Fall for you, and yes, it's true.
I just hate liars, and why must you lie to me?
Am i a very good person for you to lie?
This question will never get my mind right.
I felt a little empty when i couldn't get to see you.
When i couldn't hear you calling me, when i couldn't hear your voice.
Always dream of you,
that you're standing right infront of me,
telling me all those jokes and craps that you often does.
Now, i'm trying to stop myself.
I couldn't fall in love with you, and i seriously can't!
I should be very awake by now,
i know we'd never turns out right no matter how we try.
Maybe, a little bit longer and i'll forget you...
Oh, my beloved mummy birthday is coming soon!
Thinking that what should i give her as a present?
Well, perhaps a kiss will do. :P
I shall try to control myself starting from now,
i can't go for drinking when i'm suppose to be working! =/
Gotta change my life man!
Fuck, i'm so in a pain now, didn't know what's wrong. =="
Hopefully, it does recover later.
♥Forget you is hard, but loving you may be harder;
I couldn't stop myself, but i've got to;
B
