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♥I'm trapped inside this love game, and felt lost without you.
I turn myself everywhere just to look for you.
And wonder why we will lose in this game.
It's not that we didn't try to work things out, but things changed out of sudden.
I shed my tears every now and then, just wishing that you'd atleast care about me.
But it seems like this love game really gone at once.
I'm really dying from that moment we happened to lose in this game.
I'm really trying hard, but you see nothing to it.
There's no right or wrong in this game.
It's just to see whether you really want to play it well.
Perhaps, i happened not knowing how to play it.
At times, we're really drifting far and far away.
There's always one person who'll get hurt in the end.
And this time round i'm really really hurt and tired of it.
But you'll never know how hurt am i.
People did warmed me not to risk my life playing this game.
I didn't listen and yet i'm risking my life playing it with you.
Untill you really changed me into a different person, totally wasn't me anymore.
Not because that i didn't try to work things out,
it's because i'm just way too tired of it.
No matter how much i cried it doesn't matters to you.
Is this really called love?
Tell me now, what's more you want from me?
I could turn into a different person, it's all because you turned me like this.
And now, you left without a single word.
Everyone is worried about me, i'm trying hard to cheer myself up.
Seriously, i can't and really can't.
Simple and to think again, it's fair enough to me?
I'm now blogging this with all my tears. :'(
I really left with no more tears,
and it's the first time i ever cry for a guy like this.
You people might say, i'm really silly to be true to him and to love him.
But think again, did you people ever fall for a guy like this bad before?
And yes, i'm silly for falling into true love with him.
But can i really stop myself from falling into true love with him?
And if i could why would i still get so much hurt from him?
Tell me, who doesn't wants to live happily everyday?
If i could, why wouldn't i be happy everyday? :'(
So what did you people understand about me then?
Don't come talk cock with me, knn.
Fuck off.
♥ wishes ;
Monday, June 08, 2009
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♥I'm missing you;WEE! Weilin is so fucking happy!
Boyfriend ended his probation, and it's like finally! :D
Actually gugu told my parents that she's bringing me out today.
But she tried calling me alot of time while i was sleeping.
Untill dan called me then i picked up.
I was really tired and sleepy, so she intend to bring me out next monday. :)
Met boyfriend and his friend under my house at around 9pm.
After meeting them, boyfriend and his friend accompanied me to ljs.
And i returned the uniform, vivian kept asking me to go back. =/
As i said, i really can't. And i'm so sorry!
But i'll never forget that i'm once having fun working with you people! :)
After i returned my uniform, me, boyfriend and his friend went slacking.
I really couldn't remember what's boyfriend's friend name. *Laughed!
He's such a joker, and loves to joke around.
Alright, i shall get into the main point of blogging. =x
While we were slacking, boyfriend's friend phone kept ranging non-stop.
And once they started talking,
their bad words kept coming out from their mouth same goes to boyfriend. =/
Someone is rushing boyfriend's friend so he went off first.
Slacked with boyfriend untill he fetched me home.
And boyfriend went off to meet his friends for a drink.
Had some quarrel with boyfriend after that,
because boyfriend saw that message he sent it to me.
I can see that boyfriend really very unhappy about it.
And i told him, it will never happened again.
Some words boyfriend say in anger really makes me pissed off and upset.
He said sorry to me after that. But i really pissed off at that time.
Hopefully things will get better, and i knew i really make boyfriend very unhappy.
It really wasn't my fault, and i did said nothing happened between me and him!
You doesn't seems to trust me, that makes me really upset. Hais! :(
I did play around when i'm not being with you at that time.
But after i met you, i stopped playing around.
And yet, you said that to me. :(
I'm just treating him as a friend and not more than that.
Boyfriend, trust me. I really love you!
See all my lines it's all about you, and only you!
My heart got only you and no one else!
JUST YOU, AndyPSZ! :)
♥ wishes ;
Monday, June 01, 2009
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♥Will time be everything?
I believe time will prove everything, for me to get over you;
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♥I'm missing you;
