♥I misses you badly, like some retarted's out there.
Knew that you wouldn't be messaging me,
but yet i looked at my phone over and over again.
Just to make sure that every of your message i'll be replying.
Totally shag yesterday, but trying hard to cheer myself up.
No one out there is being understanding enough for me.
Like totally fucked up by listening to all this bullshit?
Yeah, right. Because you people doesn't understand me.
What i really wanted is just someone who's understanding.
Is this really so hard?
Saying yourself that you understand me,
but since when have you people being understanding?
Why you people doesn't trust me at all?
As i did said alot of time, i knew what i'm doing in my everything.
I know you people are worried for me, but...
Couldn't i get myself some space?
Am i dumb, retarted or am i stupid?
Fucked up, i'm so vexed!
What i've got is always wrong, so what's the point for me to be right?
I'm really missing him like fuck. :(
♥
