I don't know, what's wrong with us.
As you said you felt empty too?
Fuckyou, i was suppose to say that it's me but not you!
You must be thinking that i'm such a unreasonable person.
But it was the fact, i don't really know why i wrote so much in that book.
What's the point? We can't seems to understand each other.
I felt that i'm nothing at all, the feelings of loneliness that you doesn't seems to know.
You said you felt empty? What you felt empty about?
Aren't your mind and heart is only her and not me?
Every problems that you have, you'll go to her but not me.
I once said that feel free to tell me anything.
But you'll only tell me when i asked you.
Did you once tell me anything at all?
I can surely tell you it's a no.
When i need you, you said just a call.
But when i was about to message you, all your reply would always be
"Paiseh, i today not in a good mood or what so ever".
Maybe, you really doesn't seems to be in a good mood.
But it aren't suppose to be everyday, am i right?
When i need you, where the fuck are you?
Happily having fun with her?
She's more years than me, i jolly well knew it.
But as you said you love both the same,
why i still felt empty and nothing change?
I aren't jealous, it's just that did you ever wanted to care or even to love me?
I bet it's a no!
I knew, she's enough of you.
But i'd always never get enough of you.
Don't tell me, you felt empty because it wasn't true.
That was just a excuse for you to use.
When you're out with her, did you ever wanted to ask me out too?
Don't tell me that i didn't ask you out.
All you have is her, so why i would want you out?
She'll sure to be along too, yeah?
Fuck everything in life.
I don't find love between us, and yet i hate you to hell.
Broke down badly, and tears that would never dry up.
