Okay, it has been the past few days since i last blogged.
I misses here, by the way! :D
My blog has been dead for the past few days and just this words "I'll be back".
And i'm back now! Happened alot of things.
First of all, i declare bee and vivan will always be in my heart!
And finally, everything which starts from me and you already endded.
You ownself also wanted me and you to end sistership larh, so now we've end. :D
I'm not hurting at all! Infect i'm still very happy.
But just, because of me, everything from you to them endded too!
You're totally a different person now, and i hate it!
You've changed to a person that is just so like an strangers to me.
I accepted everything, that remarks and so on.
Okay, and you kept did it over again.
Everytime there's always a remarks about me.
I really don't know, why there's and always an remarks?
I totally hate that remarks, and no one would like it as well.
I tried not to get angry or whatever shit.
Seriously no point to be angry,
and i realise maybe i'm just a person which made others say remarks behind me.
Every remarks always been kept in my heart.
I kept thinking over and over again.
And there's a scar in my heart which will never recover.
The scar named as "Sisters is all crap, which made an remark behind you".
Okay, i accepted the reality. But i kept thinking for the past few days.
Although, we've ended. But remember this in your heart forever, i hate you still. :)
I cried because of all this remarks, and you'll never know how hurtful it is unless you were me.
And i wish and hope, it will happen to you one day.
Every little words i said to you no matter it's the past or what.
All made sense, you can choose to believe it or not.
As i said, you'll never put yourself into other shoes, and it's true.
You'll never know, your bloody mouth hurts someone.
You'll never know, if you're wrong.
You'll never admit your mistake unless someone told you.
You'll never ask about how they feel.
You'll never know, why they hate you.
You'll never know, their heart is full of hurts and hates causes by you.
You always want to win everything and not lose to us even for once.
You'll never be awake, and always stays in your fucking own world.
You always thinks that you're more clever than us.
You always thinks that you can win everything that we can't.
You'll never know, you'll only use your mouth to say but not do.
You'll always say, you love us but what you did?
You helped us not even more than 5 times.
You'll never know, everyone has a limit for everything.
You'll never know, the reason is because of all this and more.
I'm gonna be mad, if everything is repeating over again and again!
It hurts, but i tell no one.
And that's what i told you once, there's always a scar that will never recover.
Now everything is over, and i wouldn't wish to say anymore.
I've started a refresh without you in my life now.
I bet we're still young,
there's still many chance for us to make new friends and into our sisters heart again.
Chatting on the phone with alan and debi yesterday! :D
*Laughed* Kept disturbing alan, HONG, HONG! =x
Seep damn late yesterday! But nevermind.
He wanted to ask me for help yesterday, and this is what i told him.
Call me shifu then i help you, i'm just joking.
And he look serious, he replied "Okay, shifu, what to do now?"
Laughed, i helped him everything.
Bee think how come he so weird?
And i told her that i helped him want larh. =x
Her replied was "Cheebye larh, help him horh, you good."
Hahha! :D
Going to daniel chalet tomorrow! :D
And i'll be busying this whole week!
I bet someone, wanted to see what i've blogged.
And you know who i'm refering too yeah? Hahh!
Because she wanted to view so i'm back once again.
Just kept dropping things on the floor today, oh god!
Damn unlucky kena scolding.
I don't know what happened to me, my heart just not right for anything.
Tears just kept wanting to drop, i might be crazy.
What a crybaby, whatever it is.
I'll be fine! :D
