Was trying very hard to study.
However, i do hate studies.
And just today my daddy suddenly asked me if i'm wuxim in studies or not?
Quite shocked when he ask.
Firstly, my reply to him was "Okayokay larh"
And he said say the truth, i wouldn't get angry or whatever.
I told him that "I really bo xim in studies."
He said atleast you told me the truth so i wouldn't get angry.
Actually quitting school after i study finish end of this year.
But he said try to finish untill secondary four, if you can study then try to pass.
If can't then nevermind. It's your choice, you can choose whether to really go study or not.
He told me nicely, and he said as for other parents they wouldn't be like this.
Keep forcing them to study, pass go poly all.
My daddy good larh, ILoveMyParents! :D
Suddenly think about the past when i first met of you.
What a silly love we can have.
Oh my ..., i met you and it was the first time we met each other.
By bee, in the princess mac because of me and Fraser's problem.
Actually meeting Fraser but he couldn't made it.
And there was like so many Saint Patrick's secondary guy in the mac slacking included you.
Happened alot of things when i knew you.
And that's where our silly love started.
I like your eyes because it's really beautiful.
All thanks to fraser, if not i wouldn't be knowing you.
The second time we met, dominic started to disturb me.
Because of YOU! I was like damn shy that time.
Your name is long, and i can still remember.
Gavin Ruizhi Benedict Fletcher. :D
And i often play with your name, by calling you.
Gavin, gavin, gavin, gavin, gavin!
I like your name because it was nice.
This word you often said to me "Busted sia",
and we began to know each other well, and that's where i will never forget.
Something bad happened just after our 3months.
I quarreled with you, just because of another dominic.
Up to now, i still wish that i could know whether if it's really the truth.
You know, how much i've been loving you that time?
I took so long just to recover and that's because i can't forget you.
I cut my hand and cried and cried every night.
TEARS is useless, it's only the way that i could express my feeling.
Feeling damn down like never before.
You're the very first guy, i'll love so deeply.
Love can really kills me that time.
I took fucking long just to forget you.
After everything i tried to forget you, it's still useless.
But up to now, i still remembered someone told me alot of thing which made sense of it.
After a few months later, i'm finally back to who i'm. No longer being emo.
After all, it was just the past.
Nothing matters now, just being curious still.
Whatever it is, emo is sucks! :D
