All i can said after what i've seen and happened today is "you don't even bother to care."
And i'm tired of you being like this.
I wouldn't want to be angry or what so ever.
But just i really want to tell you, to put yourself into our shoes can you?
Why always i'm the one who put myself into your shoes,
and what hurts most is you don't even think for me.
Just because that you're scared if she's still angry with you.
So you came and asked me how and how.
In the first place, i wasn't her. How would i know how?
And if you want to know how, can you just freaking hell daring abit and ask her?
Why can't you? Not because i wouldn't want to help.
But just because of this small little problems and you came and look for me.
What if, this world doesn't have me?
Okay, so now i've seen the true colour of you.
I wouldn't want to trust you now.
I wouldn't want to talk to you now!
Because i'm tired of being an middle person for you!
Seriously, if i didn't say all this.
You forever still in your fucking dreamland, am i right?
Everything i said, all your reply is just "I understand and i'm sorry".
Oh gosh, it's like EVERYTIME you know...!
I wouldn't want all your sorries or whatever shit.
Seriously, i don't feel like talking to you. _1_
I through that you can be understanding. But never i was right.
I don't understand. Why you can take it as nothing happened?
As if like it's very easy to forget every little problems or quarrellings.
I just can't forget about this...!
I would wish to, but i can't.
And i don't feel like talking to you luh!
What ever shit so called "Forgive and forget"!
As if like everything can be forgive and forget easily.
I'm not angry of you, just that i don't feel like talking to you anymore.
I'm just tired, i'm also a human that need a rest.
I'm not dogs, monkeys or any animals.
All this words are for you.
Don't cry or what ever. Because i wouldn't be caring about you now!
I don't give a fuck now. Complaint to anyone if you want to.
