Actually there're many things that are so unexpected.
I don't really know how can i express my feeling now. Hais. D:
The problem came from me, i just can't forget every little things you did.
Infect i'm the one who're unreasonable or what so ever to you.
I know i can't understand you, much better than she do. Since you've already said so.
It's alright with me to carry on a life without any of the sistership.
Maybe as they told me and what myself think of is to give myself sometime to cool down.
As what i promised vivan, i would try to forget everything. But that doesn't mean i'll forgive you.
But just i don't want to endded up to revenge like an evil girl.
I would want to forget about everything.Whatever quarrelling between us. The feeling of quarrelling was sucks.Totally sucks! And i knew that it's sucks, why can't i just "forgive and forget" about everything?
But it's not one or two days to forget. I'll give myself some time to cool down.
Exams paper has been checked. Ohmyfuckingass, i only passed my english and failed the rest. D:
And what's so sad/bad is that i'm a chinese but failed chinese so badly. What the hell.
Totally can't believe luh! I through that i'll improve but endded up it wasn't what i expect.
But who cares? I hate studies anyway! Whatever it is.
Now is too late to regret for not doing well in my exams. :o
As if like i care for my fucking results. I'm sucks in studies anyway!
After recess was talking about whatever so called lameshit programs.
Secondary one to three went up to the hall, and lucky thing is we've air corn in the hall. WEE~
But the talk was boring. We were talking and playing all the way. :D
After the freaking programs we went to the canteen, and settled whatever happened that day.All said talk seriously. Then i'm damn serious luh. It has been the first time i'm so serious.Actually i would never take everything so serious before. But today everything to me is serious!
Say out everything that has been kept in my heart for long. I'm more relaxed when i said all out.I knew i might hurt your feeling, but all said talk seriously and truefully. So i've said all out.
But still, i need to cool myself down in few days or weeks time.
And it's time for me to go home.
Zy waited for me so long at the canteen and i said it's time for me to go home.
I didn't know that he's waiting for me. Kekekek. Sorry. D:Seriously, i want to turn over a new leaf. But everytime, i'm just used to be like this.It's hard for me to change to another person.Whatever of the quarrellings between sisters is what i've never expect before.There's always a quarrellings between us. Even thought we tried not to.To said the true is i felt like leaving this sisterships. I knew it could be unfair to some of them, but still i'm thinking very hard before i said this out.You girls might cry like hell, but there's no use still. Forget it, whatever this shit is.
It's bowling tomorrow! Looking forward with my mood.
♥ wishes ;
Thursday, May 15, 2008
